Rollercoaster
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Honestly it feels like I have been on a rollercoaster of emotions the past 2 days and I don’t even know why. Yesterday I was over the moon in the morning and then down beyond belief in the afternoon. I woke up this morning feeling like death and now I feel fine, just a little on edge and the thing is I don’t know why.
No, it’s not the time of the month. I think I have been so worried about money recently it is taking over all areas of my life. I can’t concentrate well on anything else and it is resulting in constant headaches and insomnia.
Maybe I am just going mad? I don’t seem to be able to tell the truth about anything to my family or friends. It’s like I am turning into a compulsive liar.
I am going to take Charlie out for a walk. Maybe the fresh air will help.










August 24th, 2008 at 1:30 am
I read your blog every week and I think you are unlucky in life or very stupid. Dont be hungry with me by saying this, but is what I think!
About the money I recomend that you tell the true to your family , you are making your own bed and in the future the true come up and you are puted in a bad and worst position than now. I am Portuguese, I am sorry by my English :), and the life in my country is very bad , no money no work no future for the people here and the persons because of that , they are liars , just to make or get some money , sometimes or almost times cents not euros or dollares but cents. Portugal take the away of easiest money without loking efforts and is sad if you want a great future to you and your baby believe in life and say the true to the world , first to your family then if you want to your friends and you see that somebody will help you, witherwise come live to portugal and be a liar like 5 million portugueses , half of the total population.
I hope that this time of your life past fast and in the future you get more luck.
And dont stop to post I like to read your posts about your experiences in life and on-line.